Dr. Appt Went Well

24. June 2008 by Julie.

Hello all.  My doctor appointment went well.  He wants me to go for non-stress tests every week to make sure the baby is still doing okay.  I think he’s puting my mind at ease also. I’m 33 wks already, so time is coming near.  I finally went out and bought onesies and a diapers but that’s about it.  I’m just busy trying to get all our projects finished up so we have no more sanding to do or painting.  Almost there.  My bought me my bassinet/pack-n-play.  She said the baby needed a place to sleep when it came home.  I guess she’s right. (haha)  I don’t know why I’m so un motivated. I feel like I have so much time when I actually am running out of time.  I guess its true by the time its your 3rd or 4th kid you get laxed. Oh well, I look at life so much different now,  just go with the flow.  Remember back in the day when I said I would have “closet time”?  Then it moved to “shower time”?  Well, I have been having a lot of them lately.  I’ll be washing my hair, thinking of something with the neighbors and then boom…..a flashback of Jessica pops in my head. And its always the grim things.  Maybe that’s why I feel that I am having a boy. Maybe Jessie watching out for me so I won’t be comparing or looking into a girl’s eyes and seeing Jess.  I wish I could just cuddle with her. I miss her so much. And yes it has gotten better over time but it still feels almost like yesterday that she was here.  Anyhoot, thanks for checking in.  Tom is going to try to update this page .  I think he’s sick of hearing me complain.  New people who say they have stumbled across this have no idea of Jessie’s journey.  So he’s going to try to put a history part on here plus a photot area.  Well, have a great week and enjoy your weekend. Please say some prayers for so many children out there battling to get better. Hold the ones who have lost close to your hearts.  Especially Jessie and Anna.  Signing off….

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